hurm

I am currently enjoying my last semester break. I manage to finish my study this time. Alhamdulillah praise to god. Life seem pretty abnormal for me this time of the year again. Things from my past kept coming back to hunt me. How my life has turn upside down for the past years that I had lived. Regrets? Yes, I do have regrets. In fact, I believed that normal people should have regrets feeling in their life. If I were to list down all the things that I had regrets in life. This list would explain - as in general I mean. Regrets not being able to achieved what I had planned before. Regrets not being able to become what I wanted to become. Envy by looking at my friends whom had become succesfull in life. I believed that people do plan in life, but sometimes, things that you had planned might not work as what you wanted them to be, and that is exactly what happen to me. I don't blame destiny for not bringing me to the level that i wanted to be. I don't blame faith for not taking me for whom I plan to be. Mix feeling gushing through me right now. I know, I am the kind of person whom rather keep problems to myself rather that letting anyone else know that I am facing one. But right now. Seem like I can't bother about it anymore. At least, I feel ease a bit by letting what has been playing in my mind during this semester break. Y being so serious when you can have bit of a fun huh? Haha. Anyway, my friends were all like planning to go places next week. Fact that it's the last allowances that they will get as a studennt. Har3x. I am still considering of joining them. Oh ya. I will start coming back to the office in 2nd July which is few days away. Don't know what to expect. Fun, great to be back, paperwork, hectic and time consuming project, office politics, officers with full or sarcasm, but i am sure one thing that I would like to have is a feeling of good to be back and see my friends at the office again. Haha. But it's the thing that one have to face in life, which is working when you become an adult eh. Either you like it or not, you still have to go through eh.