In Memory of Hospital Sultanah Aminah, Johor Bahru

Today is my last day working at this hospital. Overall feeling were uwaaaa.... sad....not much to say. hope that thing will be better of for me next time.

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I am currently enjoying my last semester break. I manage to finish my study this time. Alhamdulillah praise to god. Life seem pretty abnormal for me this time of the year again. Things from my past kept coming back to hunt me. How my life has turn upside down for the past years that I had lived. Regrets? Yes, I do have regrets. In fact, I believed that normal people should have regrets feeling in their life. If I were to list down all the things that I had regrets in life. This list would explain - as in general I mean. Regrets not being able to achieved what I had planned before. Regrets not being able to become what I wanted to become. Envy by looking at my friends whom had become succesfull in life. I believed that people do plan in life, but sometimes, things that you had planned might not work as what you wanted them to be, and that is exactly what happen to me. I don't blame destiny for not bringing me to the level that i wanted to be. I don't blame faith for not taking me for whom I plan to be. Mix feeling gushing through me right now. I know, I am the kind of person whom rather keep problems to myself rather that letting anyone else know that I am facing one. But right now. Seem like I can't bother about it anymore. At least, I feel ease a bit by letting what has been playing in my mind during this semester break. Y being so serious when you can have bit of a fun huh? Haha. Anyway, my friends were all like planning to go places next week. Fact that it's the last allowances that they will get as a studennt. Har3x. I am still considering of joining them. Oh ya. I will start coming back to the office in 2nd July which is few days away. Don't know what to expect. Fun, great to be back, paperwork, hectic and time consuming project, office politics, officers with full or sarcasm, but i am sure one thing that I would like to have is a feeling of good to be back and see my friends at the office again. Haha. But it's the thing that one have to face in life, which is working when you become an adult eh. Either you like it or not, you still have to go through eh.

Last week of posting...

Hey there. It's time again to update my blog. It's a last week posting for me as a student. Mix feeling were spinning in my mind right now. People keep telling me, learn as much procedure as you can when you are still a student, do as much mistake that you can when you are a student. Interact with more patient as you can. Because after this, you might not be able to make any mistake at all. My personal opinion about this is kinda true though. Come to think about it, being a student somehow give you a privilege to make mistake. But make sure that you keep it to a minimal. So long as you are holding the tittle as a student, people can't blame you for the wrong doing that you had commit. I always practice this when I am still a student. Always ask a senior staff to observe you when you are doing a certain procedure. Being the most senior in college doesn't mean that you are qualified to execute all the task by yourself. By having a senior staff around, there are chances that he/she might correct you for your flaws. You know sometime student tend to not execute certain thing when attending clinical posting. Like those simple task. Happen to me sometime too. But I always make it a point to myself, as long as you are student, there are still chances for you to make mistake. Sometimes this simple things in clinical posting won't be able to be done correctly according to SOP. So by any means, this is the chances for you to make mistake and learn from it. My point is not to support you to making a mistake but a proverb does state once and i quote, we learn from mistake. So long as we have the urge to learn from the mistake that we have made, I think that we can make a full use of it thus far. Knowing that this is my last week for my clinical posting, I always reminded myself that this is the time for me to learn and not to waste any more time like what I had done before. Entering a workforce and playing with patient life is not something that you can take things easy. It's a big responsibility awaits for you and it's you bread and butter after all. Finally, I'm wishing all my classmate to have a great week in clinical posting. Being this is the last week, enjoy it while you still can because there will be no clinical posting after this. Salam

HSR Check!

Today mark one of the significant event in my life. Its actually the day that I officially had submitted my HSR. For those who wonder what HSR stand for, well, Its actually called Health System Research in long term. I had spend over a year to finish this project and finally it's has come to an end. Phew, what a relief. I went to see my supervisor this afternoon after work. And today is also my first day in Medical Posting. I had experience working in medical rotation before. My comments about medical is - yucks. It still the same yucks that I get a year ago. Medical is very interesting subject apart from Emergency Medicine but if you were to work and stay in Medical, my personal opinion is that, you won't even find any time for yourself. Let alone enjoying your break at peace. With all the workload that medical has to offer, I don't reckon that you find it at ease while enjoying your meal. Back to my HSR. I don't reckon to choose a topic which will make my mind blow. It's just a simple topic that I choose. It's about DM, and this include DM Type I and DM Type II. If I manage to convert the file to .pdf, I may consider of putting the file on this blog and that will only after I find out how to la kot since Im not really internet savvy. Hehe. Time does fly fast I guess, within 2 weeks time, I will be sitting for my final. Insyaallah. Hope everything goes well. But in the mean times, I had to face the worst department in my life. Hope that things goes as what I had planned. Guess that is all that I had in mind now. Will update this again some other time. As Salam.